I think people take drugs when feeling like how i feel now

Hey there peeps,

Well, i am home alone at the moment. Parents are out and sis is studying. Sigh, back to writing again to let out the feeling of emptiness inside of me.

I seriously do not know what is up with me. Sometimes i just suddenly go into one of these modes. No appetite, no energy to go out and finish chores, no enthusiasm to go have fun. I even missed out on a long time reunion last night where i was supposed to meet up with friends from secondary that i have not seen for about 3-4 years. Maybe things would have been cooler if i had just forced myself to go and meet them up and have some fun.

Every path has its consequence and i have chosen this path of "not going to the reunion" and here i am telling you sad tales instead of how great the reunion was. Hahahaha......

Well for those people that are randomly inside my blog spot at the moment this is how i look like. ..........uh oh....the upload a photo link is not working.......damn it guess you guys will never know. MUahahahahhah......i shall remain a terror that flaps in the night .

Ok shall come back to utter more unutterables when i am bored of playing my guitar. Ciao !!~

-Mathan-

The 5th Chakra in our body system

Ahaha...i forgot the important part about my website. "Why is it named so?" Some of you might ask.

The following is something that i believe in even though a lot of people might not. I believe in the existence of Chakras.
Our body contains 7 chakras or psychic energy centres. VISHUDDHA, also known as the throat chakra, the fifth energy center is located at the base of the neck, it includes the entire jaw.
It is the center of our personal expression and the messenger of the spirit. It resonates to the color blue and the element of sound.
A well balanced fifth chakra activates our speaking and listening abilities, awakening our ability to connect and communicate with others. It tunes in to our own inner voice.

Hopefully , i can truthfully listen to my inner opinions and tell u guys without too much censorship ahahahah.!!~~.~~!!

-Mathan-
P.S: just message me, if u guys wanna know about the other 6...;)
p.p.s: i just realise have to set the date....damn it the earlier post was written oni about 30 minutes ago.....not 6 am....bodohnyerrr aku tak nampak.

To everyone out there....hola!!~

Alrite people. ...

Mathan is in the blog scene as well. I know veterans like Mhyshael would all laugh at my pathetic attempts to be a writer. But, there was a time i envisioned myself writing stuff. Since i am sitting around at home doing nothing at the moment, i guess i shall try to do some interesting writing and give myself a chance.

It would at least alleviate the pressure i am recieving in the need to look for a job. Besides there are so many things that i think about that it is not funny. Stuff that is totally not relevant to me, stuff that are the greatest mysteries in the world, stuff that are perfectly understood by everyone except me, stuff that i think i understand better than others....etc.

A word of warning to the visitors of my site. I am a Hindu and i am of indian descent. As such i have been searching for the roots of my culture and its literature and the magnificence once enjoyed by Harappa and Mohenjo-Daro (ding!! yeap u saw that in the history books in Form5 SPM). It's sort of a pet project of mine as i realised at one point (Beta MMU), i knew more about stuff talked about in the Christian bible as compared to Hinduism and its many Vedas (the Rig Veda being reputedly the oldest written document surviving on the face of the planet). Hence the embarassment at my own ineptness and the following search that ultimately is opening to my mind even now the truths contained in my religion socially, culturally and spiritually...oh also technologically...

Of course that doesn't stop me from reading about all other religions as i come across their literature. Alright, so please bear with stuff i write here based on my own readings and post my own opinions. Take it as somethign interesting that deems discussing and feel free to post your comments. The first step to understanding is of course questioning, so maybe i might write out questions from time to time. Hopefully i do get some constructive feedback from you guys (Meaning ANSWERS to the questions) and not flame mail asking me to shut up. Trust me it was those questions, which the girl asked me in Beta that made me realise how UN-knowledgable i am and set me off in my project.

First question of the day then: " Have you guys heard of any old documents? and how old is the oldest document u have heard of? " --just wanna see if what the website told me about the Rig Veda is true or not--

-Mathan-

Come back to Visit soon yah!!~~