Saturday, April 02, 2005

The terrors of the world

Yeaps ladies and gentlemen.

The terrors of the known universe is coming crashing down on me at the moment. I cannot say anything la. The only realm i seem to be scoring high points in is socialising. I hope that i will be able to go to Cafe7 later saturday evening. But, i am not sure if anything is going to be possible when it comes across my laziness.

I really want to work. Somehow there is this strange vibe inside me that is saying i will work only for what i believe in. For Heaven's Sake!~ This is my life here. Not the beginning of some tragic anime tale. I want to be able to perform anywhere. I want to be able to show everybody that i CAN MAKE it happen!~ Yet, i feel hesitant to sieze the moment.

This whole "i am going to die soon" thing is totally ticking me off. I do NOT want to live my life being paranoid. I want to be able to have fun and survive and thrive. I seriously think that i am spending way TOO MUCH time doing nothing. I need to be out there making my dreams come true.

I need myself to be strong enough to kick me, hopefully in the right direction. This is what i want to pray for since i have no ideas in the head as to which direction is the right one for me.

-Mathan-

2 comments:

Obsius said...

Cafe7? Iyeeeee tak ajak *fold arms*
*tunjuk lidah*
*tunjuk lidah*
*tunjuk lidah*
*tunjuk lidah*
*tunjuk lidah*
*tunjuk lidah*

Mathan said...

wei...u were there la. I talking about the night when i ordered 2 chicken rice.

u, me , zack n michelle....still wanna *fold arms* pulak...=P

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